Say you love me more than you did before. And I’m sorry that it’s this way. But I’m coming home I’ll be coming home. And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay.
Nadia membuka laci meja belajarnya. Dia mengambil sebuah buku dengan kertas berwarna cokelat kusam yang berisi catatan hariannya. Tentang apa yang dialaminya 2 tahun belakangan ini. Dia perlahan membukanya dan membacanya. Dia menemukan judul
yang ditulis tebal ``Buku Harian Nadia`` pada lembar pertama. Kemudian dia melanjutkan untuk membaca lembar demi lembar berikutnya.
yang ditulis tebal ``Buku Harian Nadia`` pada lembar pertama. Kemudian dia melanjutkan untuk membaca lembar demi lembar berikutnya.
Dear: Adib Naufal
Date: January 2010
It’s nice to meet you in a rain. That’s the beginning, I love our rendezvous. Hope you do. J
Dear: Adib Naufal
Date: March 2010
That’s not a big thing that we have, except our little memory. Keep it, though you don’t like it. Keep it, though you hate it. Just keep it, then you’ll know you. Let the page flow...
Dear: Adib Naufal
Date: April 2010
That’s our confession with our heart. We’re going outside together behind my boy and we have something new in our relationship. But, we just keep it in our hearts. Silent. I do, and you do.
Dear: Adib Naufal
Date: May 2010
I give you a present in your 17th b’day, but I don’t give it by myself. I’m too coward to faced you. I give you a yellow-red ball’s table clock without my name there.
Dear: Adib Naufal
Date: September 2010
This is about love that was almost flawless except the pain because the frindship itself.
Dear: Adib Naufal
Date: October 2010
There’s a big deal that I do. I break my relationship with a guy to give this heart just for you. But you get a relationship with a girl. Really make me disappointed. But, I try to stay. I hope I can do this.
Dear: Adib Naufal
Date: December 2010
You tell me that you have a heart for me. And I do. I love you. First time I say I love you as a girl to boy, not just a friend. But, you say, you can’t leave your girl. I’m hurt.
Dear: Adib Naufal
Date: January 2011
I know we can be together. We just can walk in a line, hold on, and just be silent. There’s your girlfriend. She’s so jealous with me! And I don’t like her.
Dear: Adib Naufal
Date: April 2011
We often to meet ‘on the sly’ behind your girl. and it’s makes me love you more. Did you? I don’t know.
Dear: Adib Naufal
Date: May 2011
I make a confession to you. About your present that I gave last year. That’s from me. Then you say, you have a same affect to me, but you say you can’t, cause you have a girl. I’m okay. No! I try to be okay!
Dear: Adib Naufal
Date: August 2011
You get your dreams. And you have to catch it. You go far, to other town. You’re not say goodbye to me. You just go. And I’ll wait you back, someday.
Dear: Adib Naufal
Date: December 2011
I fall in love with you since 2 years ago. But I just covered everything about that. And you do. I know everything we ever had.
Dear: Adib Naufal
Date: December 2011
Sayangnya, di setiap cerita harus ada yang terluka. Sadly, in every story there's have to whom hurt.
Dear: Adib Naufal
Date: The last Monday in this year 2011
Finally, you come to my house after 4 months we never meet. We talk each other. I became a good listener bout you. That's really make marvelous afternoon to hear about your experiences. You come to my house with different appearance. I just speechless. I hope I can see you again, in a good moment. May I say, I still miss you?
Dear: Adib Naufal
Date: January 2012
Precisely a year, I show the truth. I’m still loving you, ****.
Dear: Adib Naufal
Date: January 2012
Do I have to say it twice? Please, you’ll do. And I’ll be great.
Membaca apa yang dialaminya dalam buku diary itu, membuat Nadia memutar kembali dalam dilema yang dirasakannya. Namun, aku harus bisa membiarkan semuanya, bertahan atau pergi, batinnya. Sedetik kemudian, Nadia meneteskan air mata untuk lelaki itu, pertama kalinya.
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